“Work is killing me.”

So I know it’s been awhile since I’ve posted. The other doctor in my office was out of town so I was covering for him and then I got sick last week and am still feeling pretty crappy.The weather went from a blazing eighty five degrees to a rainy, dreary seventy in just a day and I had patients coming in with coughs and colds and sore throats for a week.

A few days later I started feeling chills and general fatigue. I figured it was a viral upper respiratory infection and started taking vitamin C. I had an appointment with my rheumatologist, who ended up doing a throat culture and nasal swab. I didn’t think anything would come up positive and figured I’d be feeling better by the weekend.

Over the past weekend, I developed a horrible cough, and it got me thinking. The purpose of my lupus treatment is immunosuppression. I take Imuran, and my last white blood cell count was about 2. This makes me really susceptible to catching some nasty bug. I should be avoiding sick people but instead I’m surrounded by them all day. They cough and sneeze all over me. I look inside their mouths and noses while taking swabs and cultures.

I remember when I worked in the hospital during residency. Any time there was a suspected case of tuberculosis or meningitis in the ER, I was warned to steer clear. I couldn’t even go into the ER to see my patients who were there for noninfectious illness, because everyone who went into the ER was at risk of contracting the highly- contagious disease and had to be given prophylactic antibiotics.

I work in an outpatient office now, so the likelihood of having an extremely sick patient is not as common, but it’s still a risk. I could never work in a hospital again.I could wear a mask at work, but that would make my patients uncomfortable, and make my staff suspicious. After getting sick this last time, it made me wonder how at risk I am putting myself everyday.

My throat cultures came back positive for bacteria, most likely strep. I’ve started antibiotics, but I’ve been so short of breath that my doctor ordered a chest X-ray to rule out pneumonia. I should get my results back today, which hopefully will be negative. I’m still going to work this week because I don’t get any sick leave (doctors aren’t supposed to get sick) and I shouldn’t be contagious anymore. I’m exhausted and weak from coughing all night, but I still have to keep going.

I’m optimistic that I will get better soon, and I am going to take better precautions to prevent getting sick again but this gives new meaning to the phrase “Work is killing me.”

One thought on ““Work is killing me.”

  1. Personally I would not take offense if a doctor wore a mask while examining my nose and throat. My dental hygienist wears a mask while she cleans my teeth, why should it bother me if my doctor wears a mask?

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