So I know it’s been awhile since I’ve posted. The other doctor in my office was out of town so I was covering for him and then I got sick last week and am still feeling pretty crappy.The weather went from a blazing eighty five degrees to a rainy, dreary seventy in just a day and I had patients coming in with coughs and colds and sore throats for a week.
A few days later I started feeling chills and general fatigue. I figured it was a viral upper respiratory infection and started taking vitamin C. I had an appointment with my rheumatologist, who ended up doing a throat culture and nasal swab. I didn’t think anything would come up positive and figured I’d be feeling better by the weekend.
Over the past weekend, I developed a horrible cough, and it got me thinking. The purpose of my lupus treatment is immunosuppression. I take Imuran, and my last white blood cell count was about 2. This makes me really susceptible to catching some nasty bug. I should be avoiding sick people but instead I’m surrounded by them all day. They cough and sneeze all over me. I look inside their mouths and noses while taking swabs and cultures.
I remember when I worked in the hospital during residency. Any time there was a suspected case of tuberculosis or meningitis in the ER, I was warned to steer clear. I couldn’t even go into the ER to see my patients who were there for noninfectious illness, because everyone who went into the ER was at risk of contracting the highly- contagious disease and had to be given prophylactic antibiotics.
I work in an outpatient office now, so the likelihood of having an extremely sick patient is not as common, but it’s still a risk. I could never work in a hospital again.I could wear a mask at work, but that would make my patients uncomfortable, and make my staff suspicious. After getting sick this last time, it made me wonder how at risk I am putting myself everyday.
My throat cultures came back positive for bacteria, most likely strep. I’ve started antibiotics, but I’ve been so short of breath that my doctor ordered a chest X-ray to rule out pneumonia. I should get my results back today, which hopefully will be negative. I’m still going to work this week because I don’t get any sick leave (doctors aren’t supposed to get sick) and I shouldn’t be contagious anymore. I’m exhausted and weak from coughing all night, but I still have to keep going.
I’m optimistic that I will get better soon, and I am going to take better precautions to prevent getting sick again but this gives new meaning to the phrase “Work is killing me.”