So I am back on the hunt for a job, and it’s not been easy. Apparently, no one is wanting to hire a part time doc. I mean I understand that patients want reliability and availability, but I don’t think that’s an impossible thing to accomplish as a part timer.
My last two jobs I was part time, and it worked out well. The last job I worked three days a week, and rarely had an issue with being able to see all my patients when they needed to be seen. If it was urgent and they couldn’t wait, there was always another doctor to see them in the office, and for quick issues most patients didn’t mind seeing another doctor. It was like seeing a doctor at an urgent care center, but with the benefit of their chart already being there. And I took phone call, so if they ever had questions I always available to answer, and had their chart on my mobile app. My patients loved me, and always made it a point to only see me.
So, how do you feel about having a part time Doctor? Would it be an issue for you? What would it take for you to be comfortable having a part time Doctor? There being another doc in the office? Having a special email or phone number for the doctor? Feel free to be honest, I really wanna hear your thoughts!
So first let me start with an apology. I know it’s been over a year since I posted, and I’ve been slow about replying to comments and emails, but hopefully that will change!
I hit a rough patch and stopped writing. I had a few flares that came at a time when I was really doing good, and that completely discouraged me. I became depressed and felt so upset about a lupus that I didn’t want to deal with it. I didn’t want to talk about it or read about it or post about it. I felt stupid for writing about it, believing that no one cared about my blog and it wasn’t really helping anyone.
But I’ve had a lot of change in my life and I am feeling more healthy and more optimistic. Thank you for your continued comments and emails that remind me that we all support each other and that there are people out there who understand, that none of us are alone in this battle.
I’ve had a lot of change in the past few months. My husband finished fellowship and we moved to Florida to be close to family. I have a lot going on and a lot to share! Expect to see some new posts coming your way! And thank you again for your continued sharing!
Well I’m finally moved in and am starting to unpack. I have to say yesterday was a grueling day, even with the movers. We have two sets of stairs in our place, and it was a lot of running up and down. I woke up early this morning completely drained, but I knew I had a lot of work today. I got up, ate some breakfast, helped the cable guy set-up, and started to open up boxes. And then it hit me.
Sheer exhaustion. Like I had been hit by a truck and thrown across the street. Ok, so I’ve never been hit by a truck before (thank God!), so I don’t know how that feels, but I felt pretty crappy. Just achy, and foggy, and lethargic.
I realized that I wasn’t going to get anything done without some much needed sleep. For a long time, I’ve felt guilty about taking naps when there was work to be done. I always feel like I can just work through it. But I realized I can get more work done in less time when I am well rested, than when I am dead tired.
I think it’s really important, especially for people with chronic illness, to listen to your body.Pushing yourself when your body is tired, not only produces inefficient work, but also hurts your body. Our bodies need rest, and our pain, fatigue, cloudiness, is our bodies’ way of communicating that. I took my little nap, and am awake and refreshed! Now, let the unpacking begin!
Well, I am moving in less than a week for my husband’s job, and I am starting to stress out big time. I’m not good with change, and this is a lot of change all at once. We are moving to a completely different city one hour away from where we were before. It’s taken the four years that we’ve lived here for me to finally get comfortable and make friends, and now we’re moving. There isn’t a bone in me that wants to move, and I’ve seriously been dreading moving day.
We will have a new home which I love, but I will admit I’m nervous about because of the stairs. Normally stairs aren’t a problem. I do the stair master at the gym, which, BTW ladies does wonders for the booty. But when I’m having joint pain, or a really bad flare, I worry about getting in and out of the house. It was a concern before I chose this place, but it was the best choice due to location and space.
Then there’s the job hunt. I’ve interviewed at a few places, but I haven’t signed a contract yet. I have this huge fear about about getting stuck in a miserable practice that is completely profit driven, instead of patient centered. I had a really horrible experience with my first job that I was at for two years. I’ll tell you the story sometime, and you’ll understand.
And the packing is making me crazy. It isn’t just that it’s physical labor but it’s emotionally taxing. I am very sentimental and I save everything. I’m talking receipts from a romantic dinner my husband took me too three years ago and clothes that I wore in high school (they will NEVER fit me again). Moving is the best time to de-clutter, and I’ve had to grudgingly throw away a lot of things that I’m seriously attached too.
With all the stress and change, I’m starting to worry about having a flare. And that’s when I realize, I just need to stop, take a deep breath, and know that everything is going to be OK. Life is going to be full of change, especially when I have lupus. I just have to have relax and have faith that I’m on the right track. God’s got a plan for me far better than I could even imagine.